I am thinking about it, Nonnie. This is my problem, though:
Everyone liked my Tony, but me.
Like, I am not really very well versed in the Iron Man comics. I made this account based on what I remembered from IM and IM2 when my friend who was playing Steve Rogers at the time told me to be her Tony. So I did. But I just feel like I sort of fuck the character up sometimes? Like, I make him too focused on being the swan queen and also Game of Thrones. I feel like I put too much of myself in him and he becomes Kimi Stark, not Tony Stark.
Don’t get me wrong. I love all my partners and all the plots we had. I just… I felt like I wasn’t giving them the Tony they deserved and it made me feel sort of like a dumb asshole.
And then I saw Pacific Rim and instantly connected with this other character and I felt like I really knew him better than I’d known any other character. And my confidence in playing that character sort of highlighted my insecurities about playing Tony, so I just sort of let this account die because I just wasn’t doing him justice and if I’m gonna play a character, I’m not gonna do it halfway.
And now I’ve got like a crazy schedule and I’m not online nearly as often as I should be anyway, so juggling two accounts would be sort of difficult and time consuming and I just.
I don’t knowwwwwwww. Urrrrrgh. Decisions are harddddddddddddddd.